Lawd 1/2 Mercy

Miniatures

2010-01-25T20:22:00.000+13:00

most important music

I thought what I'd do was I'd pretend I was one of those deaf mutes

2010-01-25T07:10:00.001+13:00

And in doing so I totally my entire girlfriend.

Wise Owl

2009-10-02T08:02:00.002+13:00

http://www.wiseowlrecords.com/releases/view/1

A collection of thoughts is nothing short of serene and delightfully eerie at times

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V47VUNTW

The blue notebooks is along the same lines as a collection of thoughts but is coupled with monologues that really draw you into the album

Fuck papers

Had a first run of twilight princess on the wii over the past weekend and loved/hated it as expected from any zelda title. The kind of frustration you get from zelda temples has never been matched to me from any franchise. Good on you, zelda. Good on you.

I am the only mother fucker who likes pineapple pizza. What is that about?

22 soon. Fuck that

Dem Mumfords

2009-09-19T12:41:00.001+12:00

http://rapidshare.com/files/134059687/Mumford_And_Sons-Lend_Me_Your_Eyes-_Promo_EP_-2008-DV8.rar

Its good yo

Had an intense nap today. Couple hours.

http://imaletyoufinish.com/

WTF is a Kid Cudi?

2009-09-18T11:05:00.001+12:00

A rapper, matt. A rapper.

His album dropped the other day. So did Muse's new thingy.

Good enough.

Verbal

2009-09-18T07:41:00.002+12:00

First nose bleed of my entire life just now. Odd as heck. You know, just all sitting on the pooper, ready to make a transaction and I felt goo coming out my nose. I don't even know.

Tromped around with Sir Baker of Stow making video yesterday. Had a good run. Some alright footage.

Verbal:

Monica is in California (garden of eden) to do two weddings and stuff. I've been missing her pretty much, but she's having fun right now, so that's ok.

Akron is alright.

That new iYORK

2009-08-14T10:26:00.002+12:00

I went to new york. It was an entire thing.

Roomed at cousins house. There was a party at one point with avant-garde improv jazz made by people who are mostly not musicians at all. Also known as FUCKING NOISE. And it was hilarious. Drunk noise.

Cabs give me emotions like some kind of anxiety attack. I am not meant for it.

I could probably do better as a performer in NYC than in munroe falls. But I don't see that happening to me.

Subways confuse and anger me. They are stuffy and overheated.

The drive to and from was the most enjoyable car trip I've ever experienced. I think the company had something to do with it.

Got a car and it is a jetta. I think that is pretty cool.

Found a strange room on top of a building and this is it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKK-25FX-DM

The national is a good band. Just saying.

Yin yang buugeng happened. They feel different than my oak buugeng. I think it has something to do with the type of wood used. Yin yang feel more stiff, more sturdy. This is not a complaint.

There's some shit going on with me. Rehearsal in a couple hours. Show on friday. Three shows on saturday. School is soon. Monica is ohio within a week, for at least a while, so that we can give it a real good shot. I need to find a job. All of this feels like a lot to me, but it probably isn't really. Just anxiety over it, yo.

Went to hoo-dilly's house last night, and oh JAM is his room a fucked up pile of MESS. Like, shit hit the fan in there, and the shit got blown into another fan parralel to it. This is like a hurricane of fan shit. Mother of PEARL, I probably should have taken pictures for the blogging.

Surely next time it will be in even worse condition, so I'll do that on the next hoo-dilly visit.

....You guys want some jerkey?

210 posts

2009-07-30T21:39:00.003+12:00

http://www.mediafire.com/?56mynvlzdyv

Alcest - my new favorite metal band

Apparently every contact juggler has bad contact juggling dreams. I feel less like a weirdo now, though nobody else has dreamed of screaming ghosts in their balls. Mostly just they turn into liquid in their hands and other hijinks. We're a strange bunch.

Speaking of:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaRXga6cHrE

It is real foggy out right now. I'm on the patio and this is just too much and I'm loving it. I can barely even see my neighbors house. I probably wouldn't be able to if they ever turned off the damn lights. Swear to god, year round, they got this one light on in a huge window. What is that about?

Still trying to find a car. Still shitting bricks over that helpless feeling of fuck.

Sick of this shit.

Gonna quit my life and move to europe.

oh my god hands why are you ball

2009-07-22T06:28:00.001+12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0cS0r2QzFbg

Yodaka and change down

2009-07-20T06:42:00.001+12:00

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?nimzc2bvczn

Pretty good right thurr

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC4yGybXdT4

Also Dokashiteru, lots of neat can be found on ccmixter.

Fuck hotels.

brah

2009-07-14T19:21:00.002+12:00

lol'd

2009-07-13T19:18:00.001+12:00

OH GOD WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN ---

2009-07-13T16:14:00.001+12:00

felt like shit all day bro

Sleep or not

2009-07-12T21:25:00.002+12:00

I get off work at 7am. Rehearsal is at 1pm. Do I sleep?

Things.

Mint Royale is a good band. I've only listened to the album Pop Is...

Explorations in expressive contact movements. More organic, less static. I don't know. I'm trying very hard.

Colleen - Summer Water

I could bathe in that song.

A member of the ministry of manipulation commented on my latest video. This hasn't happened yet. He loved it.

Yin yang buugeng are soon to come. These are black on one side and white on the other. No pair like this exist in the world, and they will belong to me.

It's hard to be the only one, not that it's something motivating anything I do. I understand and appreciate the feeling though. It's like I'm really playing Diablo. :3c

I was playing Soul Calibur 4 and something MAGICAL happened. My female character's armor got knocked completely off. So it was like bra and panties holding a sword IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING ICE STAGE. I mean, I flipped shit and ROFLCOPTER'd all over my room. I might have to return the game now, because nothing so awesome will ever happen again. And if it does, it won't be the same.

Fuck quantum physics.

I bought this wicked fly bag:

http://www.timbuk2.com/tb2/products/messenger/messenger-classic-pattern/ivory-black-messenger

Oh man I'm excited for that one. Like, fo shez. Off the chain.

I am over this hotel. Other job coming soon, maybe. Maybe.

MAYBE.

I had a dream that I quit this job and I woke up feeling fantastic. You know, for those first few moments when you think your dream (if it were believable as many of mine are) actually went the fuck down. Then suddenly, reality, EVERYWHERE. Instantly felt like shit, then had Chipotle for breakfast to celebrate how fucked I felt. With who?

Mother god damn fucking Mike of Eulenowski. Yeah he's all back for now, 2 weeks or so. I guess Jason is coming back too. That's rad. Gonna be like, silly as fuck once he gets here.

Silly. As. Fuck.

Also,

Jump man

2009-07-10T23:39:00.000+12:00

rucky starr

2009-07-10T20:38:00.001+12:00

Proposition

2009-07-10T12:50:00.001+12:00

8:49:28 PM Matt Ball: wanna get some strange tonight?

MJ

2009-07-09T16:42:00.001+12:00

A status set to wow:

12:38:53 AM Eyedea: wow
12:39:00 AM Zem: sup?
12:39:05 AM Eyedea: not much
12:39:31 AM Zem: that wow is in response to all the unneeded shit about Michael Jackson
12:39:36 AM Zem: i dont care that he's dead lol
12:39:48 AM Eyedea: you dont happen to be the center of popular culture
12:39:52 AM Eyedea: the king of pop died
12:40:02 AM Eyedea: i mean, thats a moment for an entire generation
12:40:06 AM Eyedea: think he always touched kids?
12:40:06 AM Zem: a child molester
12:40:08 AM Eyedea: nah dogg
12:40:11 AM Zem: lol
12:40:12 AM Eyedea: when my mom was young
12:40:14 AM Eyedea: and he had a fro
12:40:21 AM Eyedea: she had a huge poster of him
12:40:23 AM Eyedea: and thought he was hot shit
12:40:29 AM Eyedea: this is true for a lot of people
12:40:38 AM Eyedea: he has his own video game
12:40:49 AM Eyedea: whether you like it or not a child molester's death is more important than anything youll do in your life
12:40:53 AM Eyedea: shit sucks but its troof
12:41:11 AM Eyedea: also, he did make two actual good albums that made a great big deal of things
12:41:12 AM Eyedea: so...
12:41:19 AM Eyedea: he was a big deal, get over it you twat

HNGHHH

2009-07-08T12:40:00.001+12:00

You

2009-07-07T14:57:00.000+12:00

Motha uckas uckin wit ma shii

Oh, lady of the lake

2009-07-07T00:16:00.001+12:00

You are a slippery bitch.

I AM 12 YEARS OLD AND WHAT IS THIS?!

2009-07-05T21:35:00.001+12:00

Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?

2009-07-03T21:47:00.003+12:00

I am seriously freaking the fuck out:

http://img34.imageshack.us/img34/8893/harbfeadtuegwtdlml4chan.jpg

Fuck my fucking

Every time I read that sentence I lose more of myself. I'm going to go an entire water bottle now. On purpose.

Acid Food

2009-07-01T19:52:00.000+12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FspLau200yE

SYB

2009-06-30T17:04:00.001+12:00

1:02:13 AM Zem: when time permits. Ive actually been working some decent hours now
1:02:20 AM Eyedea: nice
1:02:25 AM Eyedea: working where
1:02:30 AM Zem: SYB
1:02:38 AM Eyedea: unacronym'd
1:02:45 AM Eyedea: suck your business
1:02:55 AM Eyedea: super youtube boy
1:03:00 AM Eyedea: some young bitch
1:03:08 AM Eyedea: strange youthful bastard
1:03:16 AM Eyedea: help me out here
1:03:24 AM Eyedea: none of those feel like they would be a business

I totally a whole slug

2009-06-30T17:00:00.001+12:00

Stepped on that bitch hardcore with my socks on

Because Internet

2009-06-30T12:29:00.001+12:00

8:09:39 PM atheftthrunotion: fuckin nerds on gamespot's website. i watch a video clip for the new transformers game, and the video had megan fox talking about her role in the game, and all the responses to the video consist of how hot she is, and barely anything about the game itself. lol
8:09:45 PM atheftthrunotion: douches
8:13:11 PM Eyedea: lol
8:13:16 PM Eyedea: >movie video game
8:13:19 PM Eyedea: >expecting people to care
8:14:34 PM atheftthrunotion: lol
8:19:28 PM Eyedea: seriously though
8:19:33 PM Eyedea: megan fox looks sticky to the touch
8:19:38 PM Eyedea: what with the liberally applied makeup and all
8:20:17 PM atheftthrunotion: i'd still fuck her, but that's besides the point
8:20:25 PM Eyedea: that is besides the point
8:20:32 PM Eyedea: id hate fuck her
8:20:39 PM Eyedea: but i wouldnt go on a date with her
8:20:39 PM atheftthrunotion: lol
8:21:30 PM atheftthrunotion: lol no way. going out on a date with hollywood star is out of the question
8:24:12 PM Eyedea: fuck that
8:24:17 PM Eyedea: especially a sticky slut like megan god damn fox
8:24:19 PM Eyedea: you dont date that
8:24:39 PM atheftthrunotion: you one night stand that
8:24:44 PM Eyedea: fuck yea
8:24:46 PM Eyedea: lights off
8:24:56 PM atheftthrunotion: head in the pillow
8:25:10 PM Eyedea: with my nigga bovice involved
8:25:17 PM atheftthrunotion: viking helment tightly fastened to ones head
8:25:23 PM Eyedea: tightly
8:25:39 PM atheftthrunotion: supa glu dat shit on
8:25:48 PM atheftthrunotion: then stick it on her ass when your done just before you walk out the door
8:26:05 PM Eyedea: not a single word is said
8:26:21 PM atheftthrunotion: no grunting either
8:26:24 PM atheftthrunotion: if she screams, slap her
8:27:00 PM Eyedea: ive always wanted to slap a bitch right after sex
8:27:03 PM Eyedea: and run off into the night
8:27:10 PM atheftthrunotion: how about during sex?
8:27:28 PM Eyedea: no, ruins the surprise
8:27:33 PM atheftthrunotion: lol
8:27:35 PM Eyedea: have you no sense of tactics?
8:27:36 PM Eyedea: god
8:28:22 PM atheftthrunotion: why is it, that all your goals in life are fucked up?
8:28:29 PM atheftthrunotion: lol
8:28:58 PM atheftthrunotion: you wanna slap a bitch after fucking her, you said you wanted to feel someone's life escape them under your grip...
8:29:05 PM Eyedea: because internet

Shaq fu fa dat ass

2009-06-25T18:48:00.000+12:00

2:44:37 AM Matt Ball: all this talk about shaq is making me want to rename my dick shaq

Lord, dang the day

2009-06-24T19:07:00.001+12:00

3:04:08 AM Monica Wollllllller: I'm a vambie and I cannot be stopped
3:05:07 AM Eyedea: youre certainly something
3:05:24 AM Monica Wollllllller: I want to be something good
3:05:42 AM Monica Wollllllller: Like peeps
3:05:55 AM Monica Wollllllller: Not everyone likes peeps
3:06:20 AM Monica Wollllllller: But they at least signify some other candy you like is out
3:06:24 AM Monica Wollllllller: Like robins eggs
3:06:33 AM Eyedea: i hate easter candy
3:06:38 AM Eyedea: easter as a whole
3:06:40 AM Eyedea: fuck that thing
3:06:49 AM Monica Wollllllller: How can you hate a day?
3:06:56 AM Monica Wollllllller: You're a bitter man.
3:07:05 AM Eyedea: duh

.

2009-06-24T19:00:00.000+12:00

FUCK

Nobody sees him come, but they all see him leave

2009-06-24T18:21:00.000+12:00

2:14:56 AM Eyedea: yeh i was watchin thin red line earlier
2:15:25 AM Matt Ball: haha i saw that
2:15:27 AM Eyedea: lol
2:15:47 AM Matt Ball: i have passed through this night
2:17:47 AM Eyedea: weird eye was the first to pass through
2:17:49 AM Eyedea: and the last

.

2009-06-24T08:58:00.001+12:00

This great evil. Where does it come from? How'd it steal into the world? What seed, what root did it grow from? Who's doin' this? Who's killin' us? Robbing us of life and light. Mockin' us with the sight of what we might've known. Does our ruin benefit the earth? Does it help the grass to grow, the sun to shine? Is this darkness in you, too? Have you passed to this night?

I ain't to be flexed with

2009-06-23T17:17:00.000+12:00

1:15:13 AM Eyedea: im flexin man
1:15:15 AM atheftthrunotion: don't bother me
1:15:22 AM Eyedea: i cursed your fucking heart today man
1:15:26 AM Eyedea: i cursed your fucking heart
1:15:36 AM atheftthrunotion: my heart was cursed before you got there
1:15:43 AM atheftthrunotion: you were too late
1:15:52 AM atheftthrunotion: how's that make you feel?
1:16:35 AM Eyedea: feels good man
1:16:48 AM atheftthrunotion: still don't care. cause my heart is cursed
1:16:52 AM atheftthrunotion: prior to your arrival
1:16:56 AM Eyedea: cool story bro
1:17:01 AM atheftthrunotion: i know
1:17:02 AM Eyedea: now tell me the one that doesn't suck

CIA

2009-06-22T15:41:00.001+12:00

11:40:10 PM atheftthrunotion: i miss you
11:40:18 PM Eyedea: everyone misses me
11:40:23 PM atheftthrunotion: i think i love you
11:40:31 PM Eyedea: you fucking would
11:40:37 PM atheftthrunotion: *nods*
11:41:00 PM Eyedea: now lets go fart on margaret's pillows while holding hands
11:41:19 PM atheftthrunotion: dude seriously...i just got done joking around with her about me farting on her pillow
11:41:23 PM atheftthrunotion: i was sitting on it and everything
11:41:24 PM Eyedea: i was there

Fucking Germans

2009-06-22T04:25:00.001+12:00

12:23:03 PM Kerry: yo yo
12:23:16 PM Eyedea: yo yo yiggity
12:23:22 PM Kerry: :D
12:23:44 PM Kerry: I still have ginger to eat
12:23:54 PM Eyedea: ginger?
12:23:58 PM Kerry: ginger?
12:24:00 PM Kerry: yup
12:24:03 PM Eyedea: like, the spice
12:24:07 PM Kerry: yup yup
12:24:13 PM Eyedea: youre going to eat straight ginger
12:24:19 PM Kerry: exactly
12:24:21 PM Kerry: the root
12:24:24 PM Eyedea: thats intense
12:24:27 PM Kerry: yes

Well then

Fuck cars

2009-06-21T00:06:00.000+12:00

they're bitches anyways

Sunset

2009-06-16T22:16:00.003+12:00

Lake Eerie

Also, I spent the entire day flipping my shit and scripts over mostly normal things. I slept for 5 hours, so I was kind of in a weird place all day long. You know, when your mind just keeps getting blown apart like in kindergarden when you build a tower of lego and that one faggot in the tazmanian devil t-shirt keeps knocking it over. Pretty much that all day long.

I guess I can poi.

Nope

2009-06-16T22:13:00.003+12:00

Nuh uh

No way

This bullshit

Should be fun

Bitches, they will know

2009-06-15T17:58:00.001+12:00

1:57:44 AM Eyedea: you should make an album covering an entire bright eyes album
1:57:53 AM Matt Ball: hahaha
1:57:57 AM Eyedea: and title it your home address
1:57:58 AM Eyedea: so bitches know
1:58:05 AM Matt Ball: they will know

Arterial, anecdote

2009-06-10T21:53:00.000+12:00

[Monica] 5:52 am: Once I crank called a nursury
[Monica] 5:52 am: And asked if they had pansies
[Monica] 5:52 am: =x
[Monica] 5:53 am: They just said yes
[Monica] 5:53 am: it wasn't that funny

The Aeon

2009-06-10T05:11:00.001+12:00

Is a child at play with colored balls.

1 Follower

2009-06-05T15:42:00.001+12:00

A contact juggling story

2009-05-31T19:56:00.001+12:00

"My weekends are typically spent migrating from park to park around London, finding spaces in which to practice. I have numerous favourite spots offering just the right balance of privacy and visibility - a little approbation is good for the soul Wink

This afternoon I was in a corner of Leicester Square busily practicing and entertaining anyone who stopped to watch. After a while a woman can up and asked "is there a reason why you're doing that here?"

I started to explain that it was just a spot I happened to like, but that didn't seem to be quite what she meant. "Under the tree," she added.

I wasn't sure what the tree had to do with anything besides offering a bit of shade on a hot day.

"With the red ball," she continued, pointing at my shiny red acrylic ball. I was completely lost now. She seemed to be getting at something in particular, I just had no idea what.

"Across from the statue." She gestured at the bust of a figure just a few feet away from me.

I looked at it and everything clicked.

The tree. The red ball. The statue of Newton I'd been practicing in front of.

I laughed."

Too good

.

2009-05-25T08:50:00.000+12:00

4:43:41 PM Matt Ball: poopdick
4:43:54 PM Matt Ball: got a case of the ol' poop dick
4:45:58 PM Eyedea: thatll happen when you mess with football
4:46:35 PM Matt Ball: football football football
4:46:43 PM Eyedea: CATCH THE FEVER
4:47:08 PM Matt Ball: dude i got it
4:47:25 PM Matt Ball: fucdking caught it
4:49:15 PM Matt Ball: football sucks man
4:49:25 PM Matt Ball: i was just thinking about it and that whole game just fucking sucks
4:49:31 PM Eyedea: yup
4:49:56 PM Matt Ball: just a bunch of guys getting their dicks pooped

Water

2009-05-21T22:10:00.001+12:00

haha oh wow

2009-05-19T11:46:00.001+12:00

[Monica] 7:44 pm: I need a new type of deodorant.
[Monica] 7:44 pm: I don't like mine anymore.
[Monica] 7:45 pm: In the comercials it looked so cool. The girl was so happy and carefree.
[Monica] 7:45 pm: They tricked me.

That boy's got a weird eye

2009-05-14T16:13:00.001+12:00

Gears

2009-05-12T22:32:00.000+12:00

They are turning.

Also,

Yes yes ya'll and I don't stop.

What it do?

2009-05-06T17:52:00.002+12:00

Haven't slept a good sleep in like 4 or 5 days. I've slept, but for maybe a couple hours at a time. I'll get it in right this morning when I'm off work. I can feel it.

Recorded a couple videos over the last few days to take a break from a follow the leader thing I have going with a man of the German persuasion who also happens to be a lot better than me with a ball. It's interesting, but I wanted to get out there a bit to change my pace.

I totally a 360, which is nice. I've wanted one for a while. DoodSpace and Bro Gaiden 2 will keep me occupied until next paycheck when I find myself a kawaii little LCD. Don't want a big one, 19-22 inches is just peachy.

I didn't think I'd be as blown away with Dead Space as I am. Really lots of fun, and they make it SO dramatic. Also, I stood in a vacuum staring at a distant moon for as long as I could without dying. It was oh my god gorgeous, and we don't even have one of them fancy pants HD television devices I keep hearing about. Good things. So good that I don't even have a want for xbox live, at the moment.

Um, let's see. I've made great strides in staff manipulation. Taking a break this week to allow my body to repair. It was a harsh one, increased training regiments, etc. Lots of pain, bruising, and such. Focusing on CJ and buugeng this week. Contact theory is improving. Style is evolving. Technique needs work. Exploring two ball manipulation with single ball concepts. Infantile at the moment. Different world. It's funny because I'm fine with 3 balls, and for the most part 4. 2 is just a whole ordeal.

Buugeng is fine. Displaying greater staff control recently. Keeping things in plane (flat) more so than previous weeks. Still exploring possibilities. It seems like a limited class of movements are available due to the shape. People would think most double staff skill sets can be applied, and I'm just not seeing it. Maybe I don't know enough about using two staffs. MCP and Maldonado are working on a double staff DVD, Dai (made my buugeng) makes an appearance in it. That's enough for me to buy it. If only to just see what Dai is up to.

Hm. Might go to best buy tomorrow to feel out some LCD's. Been internetting them, comparing prices, brands, etc. Would like to see them in the flesh. Sounds like a good time sink. I don't care about the unit's sound quality (have logitech speakers and they are gweat forever). All I care about are the outputs. Ultimately being able to stream video games on the internet would be nice. Not exactly necessary, but it's a plus. But it's definitely about picture quality and outputs for me. Slight emphasis on the product design since I'll be staring at it. But it won't make or break a deal for me if it isn't pretty and glossy like my ipod. Those attributes don't affect performance, so yeah. Also a plus if its sexy though, for sure. Why does it have to be so complicated? God.

Also, videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JxT4fWLw0TQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0enoVoTRRaw

CJ song (by not me)

2009-05-03T21:07:00.001+12:00

I CJ in the morning, I CJ after dark.
I CJ in the garden, and I CJ in the park.
I CJ when I'm shopping, I CJ everywhere,
and when I sit and CJ, then people sit and stare.

I CJ on my lunchbreak, I CJ at the pub.
I CJ when I'm making tea, I CJ in the tub.
I like Isolations, and Bodyrolls, and Stalls,
and I've heard every joke there is about 'playing with my balls'.

I CJ in the office, I CJ on the street,
where people come and stop me and ask me if I cheat.
No it isn't magic, and no i don't use strings,
or magnets, static, anti-grav, or any other thing.

I like to have a beer, or smoke some subtle blends,
But nothing beats a cuppa when you CJ with your friends.
I'm just a friendly person, with a single tiny flaw:
I'm a pompous, cocky, arrogant attention seeking whore.

-----

Some ask if what i do is mime,
some ask me why i waste my time,
some ask if i can do it blind,
and some people stand and take the piss
but nearly everyone asks me this:

Can I have a go?
well, the simple answer's "no".

Seriously, it takes a lot of training
so please stop complaining
when i tell you, with affected grace
that the ball is expensive to replace
but despite my best attempts
I can see in your face,
that you are disapointed.
But please, if you enjoyed it,
and liked the things i did
leave a small gratuity
in the hat, sat next to me.
And next time, when walking by
think "that's a guy
who stands and works, and doesn't get paid,
except by voluntary contributions made
by people, passing on the street.
People, just like me."

That part in Schindler's list

2009-05-01T21:39:00.001+12:00

Where they put rocks on his grave.

God damnit.

Helping another CJ'er

2009-04-28T05:16:00.001+12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yo4QN9vtAcs

Man I forgot about this

2009-04-27T16:07:00.003+12:00

I forgot how nice it is to sit on my patio at night in this weather. No music, the train in the background. A plain flies somewhere nearby.

I also forgot how much I enjoy -NOT- being responsible for somebody's emotional situation on a romantic level. Like, I appreciate this feeling more now that I've gotten rid of that insufferable cunt I've dealt with for the last couple weeks.

I have 18 phone numbers in my phone. How many do you have?

Dan has something like 96. Or 92.

Work tomorrow at 3. Lately I've been dreading that hotel. Things there are beginning to change in nonsensical way. I think I hate the new management style. But the new manager likes me, so whatever really. He wants to give me more hours, cut into Dawn's shifts. Not sure if that will work out, what with fall semester and shit not.

Riot in Kent? It's so gay. Especially the cause.

Sigh. I'm really happy with my new video. I'm making strides towards that "one good video" you know? The one with good editing, and a thematic approach to the music. At least I managed to go with the beat fully this time. Nearly there. iMOVIE sucks a dick though, for sure.

Oh Mario, you went to the wrong castle!

2009-04-26T22:05:00.001+12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSECUjh9a4w

The beatles were just a band

2009-04-24T21:22:00.001+12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoN6XfyQsr4

P.S.

2009-04-24T19:06:00.000+12:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AzvSHssIMQ

fuck this thing

it's existence angers me

Well

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2:43:31 AM SoundlessSonance: oh sheeeet
2:43:54 AM SoundlessSonance: it's nothing much, but I learned some good shit with the program today from a kid that's going to school for audio engineering shit
2:44:00 AM SoundlessSonance: but i'll send you the little clip i gots
--receive poop.mp3

2:44:29 AM Eyedea: when youre famous
2:44:33 AM Eyedea: ill sell poop.mp3
2:44:37 AM Eyedea: for one million dollars

******

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEGjbOpT-4I

Learned the 3 ball clock as shown in the beginning of this video.

2BR02B -- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMbLIIZyn58

Buugeng. It's real.

Just listened to poop.mp3. It's going on my ipod, fo sho. Not changing the song tag either. Matt Ball - Poop.

Legendary, yea?

Let's see.

Grabbed this binary universe by BT. Not too shabby.

Got like this...Chick hanging around me. I don't know how exactly I feel about that. I mean, she's cool and all. But I'm on the fence. Should I commit to giving a fuck? Do I even have that in me these days? Really don't know.

I mean, when things like this hit your phone:

"I really wish you'd talk to me. P.S. Seriously"

And you manage to reply wit:

"Leave me alone already. You look like an idiot."

Does that guy have the capacity to give affection to somebody? Fuck, I can barely even talk to my mom. I don't know why. I should just quit life and join the circus so that I can listlessly float wherever the performance takes me.

Speaking of. This Halloween will be interesting. Might invest in a patterned zentai suit for the purposes of visual mind fuckery. Could get interesting.

Oh yeah, some other skull duggery: think geek's magic spinning globe. I might have to buy it. A self-isolating ball with tell marks that depict our Earth. And I do love incorporating that into as many things possible (see: lots of photoshoppery with Earth in it).

So I started a run of FF8 and named shiva DONGS for the purpose of seeing ifrit shout "THEY HAVE DONGS?!"

It was pretty much the highlight of my week.

And a rabbit gives up somewhere,

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and a dozen hawks descend

:3

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Post timezone

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Isn't MY time zone. I find this hilarious. I chose that setting.

157 posts

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Most of which aren't even posts.

Buugeng is fine. Just fine.

Contact. Finally developing STYLE. Breaking away from pure technical. Style. Flow.

Cock of duty: bros in love (call of duty world at war) is a pretty cool guy who doesn't afraid of most things.

So. The other day I ran over to Adam's crib spot for ass grabbing and video gaming. He had a bunch of...sub-par people there. One of them was really trying his best to give me a rash on my nuts. Dude agreed fully with every word I said, even the ones that I deliberately said to be nonsense. Real talk. I knew it was all off. Later I found out via margaret that he did nothing but talk me down on their drive home. Fake ass niggas. Talkin all that shit.

Die slow.

Joanna Newsom. Woah. New Beirut. Woah. The rural alberta advantage. Pretty cool too. The Andrew Jackson Jihad. Haha. Great. Reminds me of mountain goats, except less "I fucking died today. Let me tell you about it over coffee." and more "Smoke cigarettes and you'll be the coolest kid in school."

Lets see...

Watching the spirit made me want to kill American children. 'Nuff said.

Who turned on the good weather switch? Props, bro.

Mad props.

Speaking of props...lol juggling. I still can't mill's mess. Fucking I don't even know why. Willy nilly ass ball throwery.

Two of them.

2009-04-02T12:42:00.002+13:00

Two of them.

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.

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http://www.marriedtothesea.com/032809/yo-leg-feel-weird.gif

No

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And all this time

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None of you silly fuckers told me about this.

7-14 days

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Dogg

2009-03-24T04:36:00.000+13:00

I'm about to this entire thing.

I know EXACTLY what I'm doing.

Does this make me a bad motherfucker?

Y/N

The wood hood

2009-03-22T08:12:00.001+13:00

3:08:36 PM Eyedea: last two weeks been like
3:08:39 PM Eyedea: ROCKSTARRRRRRR
3:08:57 PM SubZeroSanity: Oh, jam. Ever tried the 32 oz Rockstar cans? Down here, we just call them "Man Batteries".
3:09:09 PM Eyedea: yeah brah
3:09:30 PM SubZeroSanity: Hell of huge. Not a big fan of Rockstar, though. I'm an Ace man.
3:10:06 PM Eyedea: ah
3:10:25 PM SubZeroSanity: Not had any recently, though.
3:10:33 PM SubZeroSanity: But they give me a massive kick every time.
3:10:43 PM SubZeroSanity: And, my amygdala goes wild when I have one.
3:11:10 PM Eyedea: yeah its a well put together drink
3:11:15 PM Eyedea: like an icelandic 19 year old girl
3:11:34 PM SubZeroSanity: Truer words were never spoken.

Please be well

2009-03-20T16:14:00.002+13:00

Some nerd girl bought me cheese cake at the hookah bar to thank me for moving my balls.

Staff

2009-03-19T21:24:00.001+13:00

Something like this:

Fuck up, get hurt
Keep going
Fuck up, get hurt
Keep going

If I wasn't in good health I'd be bruised up by now.

All I know is

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it better not be fucking raining tomorrow. I have business in the woods with my camera, and I'd rather not be interrupted.

.

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.

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.

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..

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..

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.

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.

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For reals though

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It's so good.

Walk out free

2009-03-18T20:46:00.002+13:00

Summer winds lightly rock a speeding cobalt on its way to the local art museum. 65 miles per hour. In the distance a cement truck's tire explodes; dust fills the scene. We keep moving, we hear nothing, we play no music.

A week passes and they celebrate what we could have been, instead of what we should have been had we not died young.

Would have been better that way.

Great joke.

Fuck you Bon Iver

2009-03-18T18:26:00.001+13:00

You make me sad.

"We're finding more and more people...

2009-03-18T15:46:00.001+13:00

...are stealing electricity due to the bad economy."

Where the fuck is the line?

It's true

2009-03-18T11:58:00.000+13:00

6:57:09 PM Eyedea: more like soundless DICKS
6:57:46 PM SoundlessSonance: livealuciddragonforce
6:58:13 PM Eyedea: YES

FUNNY HA HA, RITE?

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...

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.

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.

.

.

Tonight I don't sleep

2009-03-15T00:25:00.000+13:00

Sure is hateful guy over here..

New acrylics

2009-03-14T10:22:00.000+13:00

Hymn to the immortal wind

2009-03-11T10:35:00.000+13:00

http://rapidshare.com/files/207701631/Mono.zip.html

Yes yes

2009-03-10T20:19:00.001+13:00

Rage

2009-03-10T05:00:00.000+13:00

So I was listening to Philip Glass, and my alarm went off. Classic rock, or something. I've never been so pissed at bad music in my life.

Look!

2009-03-07T20:48:00.001+13:00

It's flippin' neat.

Listen.

2009-03-07T00:33:00.001+13:00

http://members.iinet.net.au/~kris.mar/Music/SplurgenShitter.mp3

It's a documentary, focker

2009-03-06T22:01:00.000+13:00

Really, I don't.

2009-03-06T02:18:00.000+13:00

YES YES YA'LL AND I DON'T STOP

2009-03-05T09:07:00.000+13:00

I'm from where they cut your hands off

2009-03-02T09:09:00.001+13:00

If you make a fist.

I'm so cool.

2009-03-01T11:38:00.000+13:00

Your favorite band sucks.

2009-02-27T21:02:00.001+13:00

Driving to Dan's house today with Adam, I gave him my ipod not wanting to play DJ. He puts on Gregor Samsa. It was 5pm. NOT THE TIME NOR THE PLACE.